



"Gup, take a family picture of us"

Phone rang. It was Steph right outside, calling from her phone.
"take a picture of us mom"
Saturday night, this Rock broke.
{{Steph explained it this morning: "You are always there for us, we forget that you need love and encouragement too mom."}}
I had all the kids here and my husband too. [he works nights]
I have been caring for my mom since she moved in 2 years ago. She has been slowly giving way to dementia. It has been hard to be encouraging and creative with her negative remarks, her anger towards Ben, her being nasty to Meg and Lily but not Rhiley.....being sick myself this week, taking care of sickly Meg, the weather turning hot....I lost it.
My first call went out to Steph, "bring the car home, NOW, I need to run away." Steph was in the middle of a golf course...GOLF, people!
She called Dad and Ashley.....and the phone tag went on until all of them came home and held me and loved me.
[]mom, or at least the woman in moms body, hadn't a clue what was going on, and that is so painful for me[]